15 December
You can't have everything perfect, there's bound to be a missing link, I cannot have the carefree attitude in my work and expect to work in a big corporate building, with friends around. These two are mutually exclusive, what I get at Daryaganj is freedom to explore myself, I can't get that anywhere else.
But with great power comes great responsibilities, I have to have self discipline here, find work and keep my self engrossed in one thing or other and it's not that difficult actually. But then the debate moves on to smart work and hard work. You cannot get smart with out hard work. So slogging is going to be there anyhow, it's you who is going to prioritize and make amendments. These little things in long run will make all the difference.
Sometimes to get rid of the uneasy things in life, forget is a good option, I should try that, it never means that positive things will not be cherished it's only the way to keep clear of negativity and how many people have achieved that, very few. I think I am unfortunate, behad badkismat shayad duniya ka sabse badkismat insaan. But the thing is, rewards are not hard, even a simple good night message with most genuine of intentions can light your entire dull day. Goodwill never goes in waste, maybe with enough goodwill around I will force their god to look at me, give me mercy and grant me what I believe is rightfully mine. Ahan ;)