14 December 2014
Some lives are meant to roam around politely, I suddenly remember how important it used to be in childhood to draw borders with black sketch pens. I just knew without that, it was never complete. I am a very fragile soul, I do know that. In between I worry about how do I intend to live my life, I am living my life but everyday I see something, find some new revelation. The justification should be yours, can you justify your actions, how would you ponder and reflect about what you did today, tomorrow, a little more mature and bound to forgive yourself.
I find it hard to listen the sound of silence, the sound just after this song stops, it's a clear indication that I am running away from myself, I am trying to look for answers everywhere, I feel they come to me daily in flashes. Could that graffiti on red fort wall near Digambar Jain Mandir be an answer?
It's indeed true, the harshness, the bitter pill is your actions, what you have achieved, what you have become but with me the difficulty is a higher moral justification of my actions, The constant bickering in my head, oh boy how much I hate my inaction, couldn't I be more active, more passionate, more caring. But who's lucky? I am a fool to limit myself. I ask myself, is my character weak, don't I lack the resilience to fight back and win. Why do I believe that this phase will never end, it'll never get better, but do I really do the effort, do I deserve my chance?
I tell you what I want to become, I don't want to achieve something, I don't, seriously, All I want is sincereness in my efforts, if I genuinely desire something, than I should be passionate enough to work for that, get that in my life, make it my destiny.
Some lives are meant to roam around politely, I suddenly remember how important it used to be in childhood to draw borders with black sketch pens. I just knew without that, it was never complete. I am a very fragile soul, I do know that. In between I worry about how do I intend to live my life, I am living my life but everyday I see something, find some new revelation. The justification should be yours, can you justify your actions, how would you ponder and reflect about what you did today, tomorrow, a little more mature and bound to forgive yourself.
I find it hard to listen the sound of silence, the sound just after this song stops, it's a clear indication that I am running away from myself, I am trying to look for answers everywhere, I feel they come to me daily in flashes. Could that graffiti on red fort wall near Digambar Jain Mandir be an answer?
It's indeed true, the harshness, the bitter pill is your actions, what you have achieved, what you have become but with me the difficulty is a higher moral justification of my actions, The constant bickering in my head, oh boy how much I hate my inaction, couldn't I be more active, more passionate, more caring. But who's lucky? I am a fool to limit myself. I ask myself, is my character weak, don't I lack the resilience to fight back and win. Why do I believe that this phase will never end, it'll never get better, but do I really do the effort, do I deserve my chance?
I tell you what I want to become, I don't want to achieve something, I don't, seriously, All I want is sincereness in my efforts, if I genuinely desire something, than I should be passionate enough to work for that, get that in my life, make it my destiny.
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