10th February

If I go back in time and try to find out how much I have changed and what is it that I am doing differently; it'll be difficult to find any change. It's because we are an outcome of infinite little variables and when you go high enough, you realize that most of these are not in your control. This very moment yet believably disjointed, carrying no past and future is basically a sum of whatever you have gone through yet and is soon going to become a part of whatever it is that you will go through next.
Ha!! enough with this already, Sneha is getting married 19th of Feb, huh big deal. I wanted to give her a surprise gift of some sort. now that plan is definitely going down the drain. I'll plan something.
I did watch that play and boy it was awesome. I need to keep a lookout for these; 14th of Feb there's book fair starting and I ain't gonna miss it for anything in this world. That's like going to be my heaven destination for the entire Feb for sure. Job is going fine for now; I have started trying hard and utilizing my time efficiently. I mean what's the harm; while I am at it, why shouldn't I give my 100% and meanwhile enjoy the learning I am going to get. Hopefully everything will pan out alright I guess it always does so no harm.
Bye Bye
Good Night

22 January
Hi my love; life is a grand mystery; I have given up any  hopes of finding out what it means?
I think it will come to me eventually; largely it's a test; and the best I can do is be ready for it. How something innocent can give you jilts; that's is just beyond me.
One needs to make effort to make his life better; I always remember Gulzar sahab's schedule. He still practices his art by the same schedule that he used to follow in his earlier days; same is with Amol Palekar also. It's all about finding out what excites you; what suits you and rest everything will fall in its place. See I know my strengths and weakness. I know what excites me and in the end I want to lead a peaceful life; where I get to do things with my bare hands, teach people, be with my family. Travel and write all excites me equally.
I should plan my days and keep a tight watch on how I end up spending my time. I am capable of sticking up with a plan with necessary motivation. See I know there's no such thing as absolute right and wrong; but in the end what matters is not what you're inside but but what you do. So even if I have the nicest of intentions if I end up doing harm; that's bad. I should steer clear of any such act which is like this. I am bad ass enough already with the kind of slacking that I am capable of no one else can convince me otherwise. Badassery is that you decide on something and get it done.
Like getting an article of yours in open letter column in Hindu; find out what it takes, work on it and give your 100%. See then the result of your work.
Plus I promise I will be in Akshara Theatre 24th night watching that bloody play. Now that's what we call life. I will have finished Sooni Ghati Ka Sooraj by then I guess. See boy life is hard, and every one has it hard one way or the other. You are not alone and at the same time no one is with you. Work towards your passion; Premier Padmini is waiting boy. God throw a Parsi at me; I might convince him to give me his car pLeaseeeee  :')