22 January
Hi my love; life is a grand mystery; I have given up any hopes of finding out what it means?
I think it will come to me eventually; largely it's a test; and the best I can do is be ready for it. How something innocent can give you jilts; that's is just beyond me.
One needs to make effort to make his life better; I always remember Gulzar sahab's schedule. He still practices his art by the same schedule that he used to follow in his earlier days; same is with Amol Palekar also. It's all about finding out what excites you; what suits you and rest everything will fall in its place. See I know my strengths and weakness. I know what excites me and in the end I want to lead a peaceful life; where I get to do things with my bare hands, teach people, be with my family. Travel and write all excites me equally.
I should plan my days and keep a tight watch on how I end up spending my time. I am capable of sticking up with a plan with necessary motivation. See I know there's no such thing as absolute right and wrong; but in the end what matters is not what you're inside but but what you do. So even if I have the nicest of intentions if I end up doing harm; that's bad. I should steer clear of any such act which is like this. I am bad ass enough already with the kind of slacking that I am capable of no one else can convince me otherwise. Badassery is that you decide on something and get it done.
Like getting an article of yours in open letter column in Hindu; find out what it takes, work on it and give your 100%. See then the result of your work.
Plus I promise I will be in Akshara Theatre 24th night watching that bloody play. Now that's what we call life. I will have finished Sooni Ghati Ka Sooraj by then I guess. See boy life is hard, and every one has it hard one way or the other. You are not alone and at the same time no one is with you. Work towards your passion; Premier Padmini is waiting boy. God throw a Parsi at me; I might convince him to give me his car pLeaseeeee :')
Hi my love; life is a grand mystery; I have given up any hopes of finding out what it means?
I think it will come to me eventually; largely it's a test; and the best I can do is be ready for it. How something innocent can give you jilts; that's is just beyond me.
One needs to make effort to make his life better; I always remember Gulzar sahab's schedule. He still practices his art by the same schedule that he used to follow in his earlier days; same is with Amol Palekar also. It's all about finding out what excites you; what suits you and rest everything will fall in its place. See I know my strengths and weakness. I know what excites me and in the end I want to lead a peaceful life; where I get to do things with my bare hands, teach people, be with my family. Travel and write all excites me equally.
I should plan my days and keep a tight watch on how I end up spending my time. I am capable of sticking up with a plan with necessary motivation. See I know there's no such thing as absolute right and wrong; but in the end what matters is not what you're inside but but what you do. So even if I have the nicest of intentions if I end up doing harm; that's bad. I should steer clear of any such act which is like this. I am bad ass enough already with the kind of slacking that I am capable of no one else can convince me otherwise. Badassery is that you decide on something and get it done.
Like getting an article of yours in open letter column in Hindu; find out what it takes, work on it and give your 100%. See then the result of your work.
Plus I promise I will be in Akshara Theatre 24th night watching that bloody play. Now that's what we call life. I will have finished Sooni Ghati Ka Sooraj by then I guess. See boy life is hard, and every one has it hard one way or the other. You are not alone and at the same time no one is with you. Work towards your passion; Premier Padmini is waiting boy. God throw a Parsi at me; I might convince him to give me his car pLeaseeeee :')
