11 December

I have always had problems with self control, I sometimes wonder what is an apt apology; are words enough. More often than not I think it wouldn't matter in long run, but where does it put you?

I sometimes wonder if I could adopt a baby girl and raise her; I would be a total hip dad; she would be freaking awesome. Is this a deep passion or just my apology.

I like giving my job a 100% effort, I am getting a hang of it, if it's like this I keep getting new challenges that's great any ways.

                                        'Maang Liya zindagi se Zyaada, Chin Gaya woh jisne kiya wada'

I need to give my cousin a gift for her wedding; she's too excited to care though any ways, I sometimes think gifts could buy you love and appreciation but do they really. Well I have no clue whatsoever as to what can I gift her. I will probably save some money this month and then maybe gift her after deciding onto something. This will take heck of a planning.

Zaroon finally fell in love with Kashaf; it's not real and Kashaf is too idealistic sometimes; I wonder if she had chosen Osama; what would  fate had in store for Zaroon then. Is it real life too... what if you get a second chance with someone that got away. You don't!!!